(I'm the outcast, bitch I know you know that)
[Verse 1]
Don't ask me why Imma drink this whole bottle tonight
Don't ask me why I'm breaking down another time
I swear I've tried so hard, but I just can't seem to fit
And I'm not crying out for help, I just want you to listen
And it might be all in my head
But I don't wanna leave this left unsaid
Don't even try to put your two cents in
'Cause you don't understand
You niggas think it's all good when it ain't
Why the f*ck you think I got these tattoos on my face?
I don't care about the look, I wanna feel the pain
Sorry if you don't feel the same
(I'm the outcast, bitch I know you know that)
[Verse 2]
I know I'm not perfect
And I don't wanna be perfect
I know I'm not worth shit
But I just wanna be worth it
I know why you love me
And I know why you hate me
But I don't give a f*ck
I'm gonna pull up playin' Lil Peep and Lil Tracy
[Chorus]
I'm sorry mom
I'm addicted to these drugs, I'm addicted to this alcohol
And I'm a sex addict, just accept me, don't change my habits
Repeat Verse 1:
Don't ask me why Imma drink this whole bottle tonight
Don't ask me why I'm breaking down another time
I swear I've tried so hard, but I just can't seem to fit
And I'm not crying out for help, I just want you to listen
And it might be all in my head
But I don't wanna leave this left unsaid
Don't even try to put your two cents in
'Cause you don't understand
You niggas think it's all good when it ain't
Why the f*ck you think I got these tattoos on my face?
I don't care about the look, I wanna feel the pain
Sorry if you don't feel the same