She's the kind of lady that calls everybody baby
Honey sugar sweetie she's always making friends
And she keeps us all locked outside her thick leather
skin
She always starts with a smile it's small and butter
yellow
But easier than a handshake doesn't like her hands
touched
She tans alot gets burnt alot smoking through the
cartons
But then gets put out so much she's considered a
bargain
She was born on the fourth of july with her hand on her
heart
Loves america & being patronized no one ever told her
to guard her heart
She was an angel for halloween once but never again
And for christmas ever year she's haunted by demons
They always tell her they love her.
She used to believe in innocence until she lost it
And spent a long summer riding the trains
She has cats and collectors plates to keep her sane
Watching tv in her favorite chair...both of which are
rented
She's alone and surrounds herself with loners
Her life is a loan lent out to anyone who will own her
Waiting for the night to sweep her off her feet while
she mops the bathroom floor
Hoping for a winning ticket or a man to treat her right
But they're both a gamble and she's been a loser all
her life
And if she had a nickel for every time she's been
punched and kicked
She'd put it together with her camel cash try to buy
some happiness
They always tell her they love her but then they take
something from her.
She would always show us her dreams
They were crumpled up like leaves from holding on too
tight
Scattered in her shoebox coffin on the cardboard walls
covered in butterflies
She's got love in her heart for her babies and hope in
her mind for tomorrow
And blood on her hands that only she sees holding the
last bit of time that's borrowed
But you never know where that heart has been and we'll
never know how hard it's been
I wanna cut open my chest and let her in but that won't
fix what needs to mend
And she stands there unlit cigarette in hand
Filling up that empty hole with anything that'll pour
Insides hanging out like a flare warning.
There's beauty in that pain can you see it?
She's crashing through life with seat belt hands
One accident away from a miracle
And there's an honesty there but i can't take it all in
She hides the worst of it in the wrinkles
That's the ache you get when there's no where else to
go.
And she's got no where else to go she doesn't want to
go there.
So i promise i'll go with her.