Lush Lyrics

I'll never understand the fun in poisoning yourself
Induce addiction and erase the qualities I have left
If I said that I was innocent I'd be full of shit
But get used to it
If I quit
If I quit
If I quit I don't need a title to prove it

Aftertaste that lasts all morning
Pain that inhabits your veins
Alter ego consumes your body
Paying for memories thoughts we can't retain

This daze around me is far from lush
Happens more then I'd like to admit
There's more to life than finding your next f*ck
I'd rather be alone then fake my way through it

Pace yourself

The only thing on the rocks is my life
I'm disconnected enough as it is

Oh well I'll be fine
Standing here alone at the edge of the line
Oh but are you fine?
With the choice that I have made or will it crawl up your spine? Oh inconsistency
I'm finding plot holes in my words
Ridden with hypocrisy
Crossed the line between truth and guilt

I pray that I can think clearly again

My heart is on my sleeve
I'm sure it's strength is lost
My gut is over filled and my lungs take in my mind's exhaust

Take In Repeat
My heart is on my sleeve
Let Out Defeat
My gut is overfilled
Take in Repeat
I'm sure their strength is lost
Let Out Defeat
Oh but will I be fine

Standing here alone at the edge of the line
Oh but am I fine?
With the choice that I have made or will it crawl up my spine?

I'll never understand the fun in poisoning yourself
But I've grown used to it
If I quit, if I quit
If I quit I don't need a title to prove it

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