[Verse 1]
I make everything too hard
So I never get too far
If I could reach past my ribs
I would rip out my own heart
I was getting everything
So tell me why I'm barely getting by
I would clip my own wings
Just to make sure that I couldn't fly
Born 11:59
As if by choice or by design
Then I'm always understudied
Silver metal every time
Better than a crybaby so everybody's pissed at me
Cause I could be so happy but I'd rather live in misery
[Chorus]
I love complications
I love boys that'll never love me back
I love confrontation
I do best when everybody's mad
I love complications
Don't know why I'm such a masochist
I love complications
And I hate that I'm made like this
[Verse 2]
My self righteous indignation
I am fueled by my frustration
I grew a bad attitude
I know how to kill a mood
I'm a crisis, I'm a sigh girl
I'm a "Why you always mad?" girl
And the price is I'm a martyr
Cause my life is so much harder
No time for empathy because my life's a tragedy
And every movement that I make screams please pay attention to me
No time for empathy because my life's a tragedy
And every movement that I make screams please pay attention to me
[Chorus]
I love complications
I love boys that'll never love me back
I love confrontation
I do best when everybody's mad
I love complications
Don't know why I'm such a masochist
I love complications
And I hate that I'm made like this
I love complications
I'm the only one crushing my dreams
Or self deprecation
Or because I have low self-esteem
Every situation I make it much harder than it is
I love complications
And I hate that I'm made like this
[Bridge]
Ohh, ohh, ohh
Yeah, ohh, ohh, ohh
I get in my own way
I ruin my own day
I get in my own way
I ruin my own day
[Chorus]
I love complications
I love boys that'll never love me back
I love confrontation
I do best when everybody's mad
I love complications
Don't know why I'm such a masochist
I love complications
And I hate that I'm made like this
I love complications
I'm the only one crushing my dreams
Or self deprecation
Or because I have low self-esteem
Every situation I make it much harder than it is
I love complications
And I hate that I'm made like this