Breaking all the rules to see you disappear
Burning pictures with the help of little pills
Fighting memories that make me wanna puke
Trying to relax by drinking all the booze
But sometimes I see you there
In the deep trails of my brain
Killer spiders roamed around the room last night
They took me hostage and put poison in my mind
It's a funny feeling when you think you're gonna die
In the back of a cab
And sometimes I spent my nights
Waiting for the siren sounds
You brought me up then tore me down
Until I got over it and made it sound
It took some time to realize
This game was over even before it started
I'm sorry but I have to fix you
(the voice in my head repeats itself again)
Don't worry we're gonna fix this
I guess I'm talking to myself again
And sometimes I can't explain
What is going thru my head
I brought you up then took you down
Until you got over it and made it sound
It took some time to realize
I have to take care of this
Little heart of mine
Reaching out today
For some help, please someone
Help me understand
Why sometimes I can't breathe
Anxiety
Don't panic, don't panic
Just take these little pills
They will numb your brain...