Hear me calling
I'm free falling
What is wrong and right now
Lord I need some light now
Show me, am I living a lie?
Was it all for glory that I wrote my story?
I've been trying, always fighting
Thought it made me stronger
Now I fight no longer
There's a boy I used to know
He was different from me
There was nothing that he thought he couldn't do, no no
There's this boy I used to see
Now I see him no more
If he's gone forever, I don't wanna know
Don't know when it really started
Was it my one way out from the broken hearted?
Growing older made me colder
As I lost direction, struggling for perfection
There's a boy I used to know
He was different from me
There was nothing that he thought he couldn't do, no no
There's this boy I used to see
Now I see him no more
If he's gone forever, I don't wanna know
I'm wide open now, I'll make it somehow
Let go of my defenses
Floating through the air
There's a boy I used to know
He was different from me
There was nothing that he thought he couldn't do, no
There's this boy I used to see
Now I see him no more
If he's gone forever, I don't wanna know
(there's a boy I once knew)
(he had to go)
He had to go
(there's this boy I used to see)
If he's gone forever, I don't wanna know
I don't really wanna know