You know I'm saying nigga, don't understand why
What you mean nigga, why the f*ck I pop pills
Cause I wanna get away from this motherf*cking world
Why I smoke is cause I wanna space out
Why the f*ck I drink nigga I drink cause I don't wanna feel shit nigga
Nigga do you know what I go through on a every day basis nigga?
You see the bright lights, you see the fame
You see me at night shinning
In the daytime I'm still a regular nigga,
Still walking the same shoes as y'all, you know what I'm saying?
What you know about dropping out of school and I have no future?
Nigga my future is this rap shit, so I gotta do it
Gotta... I gotta look for her, I gotta be here to take care of it
It ain't fair cause it ain't no... she don't know
But she don't know that daddy don't make that much
What you think that does to a nigga confidence
Especially when knowing I gotta be that one
Just to provide... commit suicide, motherf*cker grab that gun
Blow my brains out, boom
And I hope I don't wake up,
Hope a nigga meet the maker
I just got a call from my girl saying that she wanna break up
I hope it's no... vapors, no I won't play cards
Pushing it to the limit and try to be the father that a nigga never had
I promised myself whenever that I grow up and I have my own kid
That I will be a better dad...
So I turn the bars cause, I got some problems and that Sirroc feel like problem solver
Though I shouldn't do that I'm f*cking up my body at the same time but
Please don't worry, talk about the bright lights and the night life
But today I'm fin to give y'all true stories
For real, problems after problems
Wonder why I'm on it, popping pills sipping liquor, everyday smoking
My baby mama trippin, she say we need some...
Lord tell me why my uncle died I need to clear my head
Uncle Ryan called, I'm thinking that I'm fin to overdose
As... told my nigga this is real life
It's like somebody straight kill my spirit
Even though it's part of living, man, still don't feel right
It's like the day I got the call from Austin
I called up Boston, told him that I was lost
He said, I know it's rough bro, but main keep your had up
But this won't briny my nigga back from the dead
Feeling that I'm tripping... when I call them, they act distant
... when they had a funeral, I missed it
Now because I wanted to, I couldn't see my uncle lay in a... in a casket
Too drastic, made up in plastic, that's something that a nigga...
I got some problems and that Sirroc feel like problem solver
Though I shouldn't do that I'm f*cking up my body but I can't feel the pain
And can't be same cause when that happen it don't feel the pain, because
Problems after problems
Wonder why I'm on it, popping pills sipping liquor, everyday smoking
My baby mama trippin, she say we need some bread,
Lord tell me why my uncle died I need to clear my head
They say life is hard and life is fair
And life it's real, plus it's long and rough
You gotta be built for or you get broke down
So don't even f*ck around, get strong enough
As you're looking for light, at the end of the tunnel
Can't see behind, can't see in front of you
No... on your phone and no pictures on your monitor
Now that's what the bullshit done to you
Now against the wall, pressure about to close in
... get real when these other niggas posin
... what you gonna do when the real shit gonna run upon you
When you got no crew fool, you will have some problems
I got some problems and that Sirroc feel like problem solver
Though I shouldn't do that I'm f*cking up my body but I can't feel the pain
And can't be same cause when that happen it don't feel the pain, because
Problems after problems
Wonder why I'm on it, popping pills sipping liquor, everyday smoking
My baby mama trippin, she say we need some bread,
Lord tell me why my uncle died I need to clear my head