I’m not amused anymore
And nothing’s a muse anymore
I sing of love and of hate
But I’m just masturbating my soul
And I don’t want to live anymore
And I don’t want to give anymore
If I fawn, if I flirt, I just keep getting hurt
And it’s taken its toll
I wish I could f*ck all my sorrow away
And f*ck ’til the dawn of the next f*cking day
f*ck the chorus and verse, f*ck the pain getting worse
f*ck it all ’til I burn
I wish I could f*ck all of you ’til you see
I’m the worst f*ck up in all history
f*ck your image and mine, f*ck your limp valentine
f*ck it all ’til I learn
I’m not a kid anymore
I don’t know what I did anymore
But on every damn pass, karma bushwacks my ass
And I get it all back
And I don’t want to move anymore
I’ve got nothing to prove anymore
If I run, if I sit, still it all turns to shit
Then it turns to attack
I wish I could f*ck all the memory I keep
f*ck the next ten years and just go to sleep
I’m f*cked if I do and I’m f*cked if I say
I’m f*cked if I don’t, so I’m f*cked anyway
I wish I could f*ck all of you ’til you see
I don’t need your mercyf*ck sympathy
f*ck your word and your prayers, f*ck your stares and
my cares
f*ck it all ’til I learn