[Verse 1]
I ain't here to f*ck around, I don't run around with these clowns in the underground
I'm a put it down, you now bout to witness a sickness I hid from you until now
Talking bout you gonna make a record better than the record that I'm making you're mistaken
I don't think you understand there's levels to this shit and I'm on a level you ain't never making
Elevating never take a day for granted whole planet about to panic my love for rap so romantic
It hurts I burst that's volcanic
Hot as hell but not satanic in fact I have f*cking had it with these faggot ass rappers who diss the Cross
God let at em!!
This is how I get away write a hit a day
Like an addict need a hit a day
I'm a heavyweight with a feather on a pen
In a game full of featherweights
Dedicate this one to everybody ever told me quit cuz they think I'd never make it
Never hate straight facts all that I'm ever saying and everyday laid back stay back I ain't playing
[Chorus]
Been fighting for my life, for my whole f*cking life
Turn the beat up drown the noise out every f*cking night
It's time I deal with these voices in my head again
But how you supposed to heal when your sickness is your sedative??
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
[Verse 2]
Musick you started off so nice at first
Picked me up when I'd write a verse
But somewhere things went very wrong
Cuz without you I can't carry on
Wrong I don't believe you
How do I need you
When all you do is destroy me
Promises that you'll employ me
Emptier than my frigerator door
Loyal - to you, screw you and your vudu hex you put on me, ex's always leave all because of you, all you ever do is ruin everything who would ever think?
It would come to this man I'm done with this
Toxicness but I'm so in love with this
Who I'm kidding? I ain't never gonna quit
Sick of feeling sick, this ain't healing shit
Guess I'll deal with it like everybody else
Say I'm fine and just keep it to myself
And I ain't lying, I really need some help
God I'm crying out, save me from this hell!!!
[Chorus]
Been fighting for my life, for my whole f*cking life
Turn the beat up drown the noise out every f*cking night
It's time I deal with these voices in my head again
But how you supposed to heal when your sickness is your sedative??
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
[Verse 3]
Name a cadence I ain't master, I'll wait
Ow wait, there ain't one cuz I change em on every song that I make that's why rappers so damn irate and pray for the day my eyes dilate
But I'm a die late
Tell suicide to kill itself, I ain't scared of you no more
You ain't gonna bury me, oh no
You can't put fear in me no more!!!
Yolo! Let's go to the max every track I'ma snap either that or I'm tipping back a fifth of Jack while I take a hit of that shit that get me so high no lie
Ain't no f*cking telling when I'm getting back
Ain't no selling my soul never that
Taking over rap like f*ck y'all gimme that
With a backpack like f*ck it I'm a bring it back
I'm writing raps at the hospital
Who the f*ck sick as that?!
Nobody, you heard me no one!
Know what, I'm bout to blow up
But now I wonder was it worth it
After all that musick's stolen?!
[Chorus]
Been fighting for my life, for my whole f*cking life
Turn the beat up drown the noise out every f*cking night
It's time I deal with these voices in my head again
But how you supposed to heal when your sickness is your sedative??
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it
Musick! Everyday write new shit, no shit
Oh shit, so sick, you could call it you could call it