So you cover up your bruises with
Protection from your thickest skin
You're so tough, you never hurt at all
And like a child, I made my choice
Pretending not to hear your voice
The pounding of my heart drowns out your calm
If I could turn back 13 days
Everything might be okay
And I wouldn't have to face myself like this
So you can't control what others do
And you don't know what I've been through
I know the answers, but still have to ask
Your resolve is iron clad
I'm flailing in between two bads
You can't seem to keep the past the past
If I could turn back 13 days
Everything might be okay
And I wouldn't have to face myself like this
No, not like this
I should have called, I should have come
To your house on that Saturday
I've no excuse, I've nothing left to lose
Cause I've nothing without you
Bury my thoughts deep down beneath
Avert your eyes, Smile through my teeth
Bite down on the pain, Until it dissolves
Into my spine, Into my heart, Into my blood
If I could turn back 13 days
Everything might be okay
And I wouldn't have to face myself like this
No, not like this
I should have called, I should have come
To your house on that Saturday
I've no excuse, I've nothing left to lose
Cause I've nothing without you