Without Me Lyrics

I need you to be lost without me
Ya balance be off without me
Yeah I'm making this all about me
But ya doing better without me doing better with me
Need you to be sad without me
Just f*cking depressed without me
I know you still think about me
But ya doing better without me doing better with me

I'm fine, I'm fine, Okay not really fine
I blame myself I f*cked it up just way too many times
The painful weight of my mistakes they keep me up at night
No pill or drink can kill, replace, erase you from my mind
My mind. Is numb is numb, was young, was young
And dumb, and dumb. But fun, so fun
While it lasted, skipped every class fresh on the run
Life going fast just like the blast fresh out the gun

And I know I'm supposed to wish you well
But I can't wish you heaven when I know my life is hell
Don't want to see you happy I just gotta keep it real
The place that used to hold my heart is now an empty shell

I need you to be lost without me
Ya balance be off without me
Yeah i'm making this all about me
But ya doing better without me doing better with me
Need you to be sad without me
Just f*cking depressed without me
I know you still think about me
But ya doing better without me doing better with me
Alright, alright, okay I'm not alright Never been a hater but day by day I be seeing signs
Black and white gets greyer underneath layers of my faded mind
My f*cks they tapper, they tapper as I go deep in time
In time now. I really miss you right now
Gotta deal with my issues I know
Deep dive to the inside, clear my mind so take time so I can find out...
Why I let my ego take hold and act evil. I a f*cking psycho
Damn I wanna kiss you right now

I need you to be lost without me
Ya balance be off without me
Yeah I'm making this all about me
But ya doing better without me doing better with me
Need you to be sad without me
Just f*cking depressed without me
I know you still think about me
But ya doing better without me doing better with me

I know that I'm supposed to wish you well
I don't wanna be your f*cking wishing well
And my soul is cold as far as I can tell...
The place that held my heart is now an empty shell

I need you to be lost without me
Ya balance be off without me
Yeah i'm making this all about me
But ya doing better without me doing better with me
Need you to be sad without me
Just f*cking depressed without me
I know you still think about me
But ya doing better without me doing better with me

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