I Disappear Lyrics

I've lost myself again
Just felt this way for far too long
Restless and suffering
Seems there's no place where I belong
I drove the nails through my own hands
I can't run or hide from this no more
It's time to wake up, I am done for
My lungs collapsed
My hearts detached
I can't escape from my mind
I sink into the floor
Trapped in this cage
So disengaged
I just want to go to sleep forevermore
Apathy has destroyed the things
I used to love
No passion left
One more emotion devoid of
No tears to cry
I'm just an empty shell inside
My tongue is tied
I'll sit in silence cold outside
When I close my eyes I feel a pain so deep
It cuts me like a knife
And brings me to my knees
And even though I've tried
To break away from here
I just slip back again Until I disappear
I am a waste of breath
Been useless far too long
Sometimes I pray for death
To take his hand undo my wrongs
I tied this noose around my neck
Take a blade and sever skin from bone
Is this the end, I'm all alone
I can't erase these thoughts
They've just been lingering for far too long
My mind's against me
I will never find the place where I belong
I've lost myself again
Just felt this way for far too long
Restless and suffering
Seems there's no place where I belong
I drove these nails through my own hands
I feel the poison pulsing through my veins
My body's shaking
My lungs collapse
My conscience weighs me down
I'm scum
My hearts detached
I've lost all feeling
I'm so numb
Alone I fade away

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