I wish
I could have you
Here
Alone
In my clutches
To remove the excuses from your mind
To part that haze and slice your soul to pieces
To sing a lullaby
As I tied you to the slab
To shave your head with a dulling razor
As you watch
In the splattered mirror above you
To break your ribs individually
With a rock hammer
To shatter your shin bones
With a shovel
To burn your fingers & toes
To a necrotic black
With liquid nitrogen
To crack your teeth
With a splintered club
To pierce your limbs
With a nail gun
To silence your cries
To laugh in your eyes
To sharpen my favorite slicing device
And take your arms, the elbows
To keep you alive
For a few moments longer
To smell your fear
To cover your body
With kisses & kerosene
To watch you burn
As my human sacrifice
To hear you scream in agony
The popping
Of your flesh crackling as it cooks
To feel your child smile
The one you betrayed
The one you took
For nothing
For selfishness
In a pefect world
I would get
My wish.