Feel the way I feel
A taste of whats real
Youd wish you could fly away
It always seems to ease
The sweet ol kiss of nicotine
Sunday Ill quit smoking
Another promise up high on my list
Of promises never kept
As I walk along this cold, wet street
Hoping to cross Mr. Right,
Some stupid weirdo
Cracks my silence, barking at me
Hey little girl, wanna go for a ride?!
Another shitty day, but I let it slide
For a moment it made me stop
Thinking of it
Stop thinking of it
I got back home and screamed
But I dont think it was loud enough
To bury that sadness
Cause it really doesnt seem to become weaker
Now wheres my pride
As I search for pennies
I leave a note on the table
That no ones gonna read,
Just gone drinking
Where am I? Whats that place?
How did I get there?
Excuse me sir, but whats your name?
A few more reasons to blame myself
As if I havent got it all figured out
Im so sorry, but not that sorry
Cause for a moment it just made me stop
Thinking of it
Stop thinking of it
Yeah, I got your letter
But I threw it out
Would I have felt better
Reading 2 pages full of shit about how Im a bitch?
Maybe it would have made me stronger
But right now I need to sleep
And then I swear to you that Ill be alright
But give up
Hang up that stupid phone
And please help me stop
Thinking of it
Stop thinking of it