[Verse 1: Zach Quinn]
I am not crazy
I am merely afraid
My time's been spent, my options weighed
Now I am pitted
Front and center stage
Seatbelt unfastened, the sweet ache engaged
[Pre-Chorus: Zach Quinn]
Remain suspended, past and futures
With twice the blood and half the sutures
Remain suspended, past and futures
With twice the blood on my hands
[Chorus: Zach Quinn]
Victim to be
Reach down to pet
A pathetic display
Waste of regret
[Verse 2: Zach Quinn]
Act out of hatred
I acknowledge my own
I have bet nothing, set in stone
To simply exist
I'm a sick kind of free
Just a placeholder for all the things I will be
[Pre-Chorus: Zach Quinn]
Remain suspended, past and futures
With twice the blood and half the sutures
Remain suspended, past and futures
With twice the blood on my hands
[Chorus: Zach Quinn]
Victim to be
Reach down to pet
A pathetic display
Waste of regret
[Interlude: Zach Quinn]
(spoken) I am not a toy
No!
I am a man, I am a man
I am a man, I am a man
I am a man, I am a man
A victim always
Of circumstance
I wish that I had my very own chance
[Pre-Chorus: Zach Quinn]
Remain suspended, past and futures
With twice the blood and half the sutures
Remain suspended, past and futures
With twice the blood on my hands
[Chorus: Zach Quinn]
Victim to be
Reach down to pet
A pathetic display
Waste of regret