[Intro]
Oh, [?] for four
Just somewhere to be alone
I don't wanna be [?] (Yeah) [?] (I mean, mm)
[Verse]
Nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, I live life how supposed to
People callin' my phone right now, the same ones who would ghost you
They don't know what I go through, they don't know what I'm into
Hidin' all of my pain, hidin' my scars, fightin' my issues
Hit this party, takin' every f*ckin' drug to get me high
I've been feelin' so low, I'm only here to feel alive
I'm tryin' not to think too much, it's ten minutes 'til five
Thinkin' I should get some sleep, but it's hard to even try
With these girls all in my room, all this alcohol I consumе
All these peoplе here at this party, don't know what the f*ck I've been through
I'm like, "f*ck it though, if you pourin' up, better pour me up one too"
They say I trust too easily and I fall in love too soon
But my little sister doin' five months, my nephew need a new crib
My momma callin' me daily 'cause she worried 'bout how I live but
I'm at this party, I've been smokin', I've been drinkin'
I've been stressin', don't know what the f*ck I'm thinkin', what the f*ck I (Yeah)
[Chorus]
Holdin' onto my past, I'm tryna from
All these feelings inside me but I'm still numb
All I need is a bottle to drink these feelings away (Away)
If you tried talkin' to me, it's like I'm not there
Room full of people, I feel like I don't belong here
So you could go but I can't stay, can't stay
[Post-Chorus]
So meet me at the afterparty, yeah, the hotel lobby
I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody
If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now
Meet me at the afterparty, yeah, the hotel lobby
I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody
If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now
Meet me at the afterparty, yeah, the hotel lobby
I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody
If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now