Internal Recession Lyrics

At last I've come to terms with choices that I've made
Sometimes I've been left wanting, a sorry price to pay
But now I've seen the path. Through turbulence it's laid
I watched you slip from sight. I watched you slip away!

I don't like what I've become
A spineless f*ck, shit out of luck
A silhouette of my former self
A hopeless waste, another drone
Premeditated anti-pseudo beliefs
Verbally raped, unspoken lies
A disposition that will bleed you dry
This cloud of grief. It will never clear

Never f*cking clear!
I lay my grief upon you
Watching you fall apart
For the last time
Hate won't fill this void

An empty shell that was filled with regret A could have been, but never was
Unfulfilled becoming further detached
Vacant and void in every sense
My indifference got the better of me
I didn't care, couldn't admit.
It took some time but now I can see
This cloud of grief, it will never clear

I watched you slip from sight
I watched you slip away

Why do you lead me down this road again?
Down this f*cking road again!
Some things will never change!
It's always been the same!

Laying my grief upon you
Watching you fall apart
As I contemplate internal recession

Watching you fall apart for the last time!

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