my fear of heights couldn't stop me
from climbing this high.
i set up for the fall.
it took nothing more than this
clean, crisp mountain breeze.
and it took nothing more than this
picture of you in my head
to keep me, to keep me
from the sleep so badly
unneeded/i need it??
to push me, to push me
over the edge, over the edge
into a hole as deep as my regret.
what it is to be deceived
reminds me of this day
that i could never smoke or drink enough to take away.
but like the fool i am,
that never stop me from trying.
this side of you, it made me feel like dying.