what goes up? its coming around. attacking that new kid.
initiation round one is the score and the outcome is
defeat. f*ck your sacred club in which we chose to
compete. i wont compete. we learn from those who come
before us. hopefully, we learn from thier mistakes. f*ck
you. heres for four years of laughing behind my back and
f*ck you. heres for four years of nothing to my face. i
remember when you used to matter (to me). WHEN I FIRST
STARTED GOING TO PUNK AND HARDCORE SHOWS, LIKE MOST NEW
KIDS IN THE SCENE, I DIDNT KNOW ANYONE AND I COULD HAVE
REALLY USED A FRIEND. INSTEAD I GOT NOTHING. TO MY FACE
PEOPLE IGNORED ME AND BEHIND MY BACK THEY LAUGHED UNTIL
THEIR BELLIES HURT. THIS SONG IS FOR JODY, WHO IS NOW A
GOOD FRIEND OF MINE, BUT AT ONE TIME SERVED AS THE
PARTIAL INSPIRATION FOR THIS SONG.