Nothing I could say could make amends,
I had to face it was the end,
I drank all night long as if it helps,
I knew I had to say - tell you how I felt,
Everything I knew was an illusion, The world’s a different place without
you,
I’m so certain now - I didn’t know then, Would it help if I could say I loved
you?
Smoked forty a day since you’d gone,
I wish I’d believed I’d find someone,
Set off in the car, spinning wheels,
Drove over to yours, I fell to my knees,
Everything I knew was an illusion.....
I’ve nothing to lose - I hope to gain,
I just want an end - numb the pain,
A heart that adored just felt dead,
As I let that heart rule my head.