I been in pain I'm trying to stay focus on me
It's like I been in pain my whole life
I think it's time for me to go on a journey far far away in the heaven gates
I move how bosses move cause life is like a game of chess make it yo best move it could be yo last move
I lost people close to me in this industry I wish they didn't leave I regret it
Lotta people don't understand me when I say I been thru so much
They wouldn't believe it how hard I try and I get knocked down and I get back up
And I can't believe I'm stressed out about it stressed about it
I been in shit for a min I'm sorry momma you had to see yo son act this
This ain't me
I'm trying to stay solid but mo shit come imma get into it if a lick come imma get into it
That's just me momma im sorry I put you through so much pain
And I'm sorry momma you had to go through that
You my momma I love you so much dear momma hope you hearing me
You make life complete and I thank you for you and my sisters as well dear mama