[Intro]
Winter winds
How you crawl across the lake
While you tease and scream my name
Speaking softly in grey
Hold me up, just hold me up
Just hold me up
[Verse 1]
Shifting back and forth from listening to hearing
It's hard to know when you ache
Between wanting and needing
And I just can't control myself
Cycle and circle and break the seal again
It's hard to admit it, it's hard to admit it
I'm a shell of a man
[Pre-Chorus]
How you crawl across the lake
While you tease and scream my name
[Chorus]
Let me see with color
And clarity from the mother
And I just want to live
Like I have worth to give
Filled with golden blood
Filled with golden blood
[Verse 2]
Is this what I've given, will I live to see a son?
I won't follow my father, I'm not the foolish one
I'm not the foolish one
Naive as a child
I look for the gods in the stars
I stay silent and listen for lost ones
I'm not the foolish one
I'm not the foolish one
[Chorus]
Let me see with color
And clarity from the mother
And I just want to live
Like I have worth to give
Filled with golden blood
Filled with golden blood
[Bridge]
And we deny it, drowning our souls
The haunting quiet, this cold black storm
And I choose to live and I want to make a home
In this shame I create, my mouth spews black ash and foam
[Chorus]
Let me see with color
And clarity from the mother
And I just want to live
Like I have worth to give
Filled with golden blood
Let me see with color
And clarity from the mother
And I just want to live
Like I have worth to give
Filled with golden blood
(Filled with golden blood)
Filled with golden blood