Verse 1
Magazines in my uncle's closet I wanna see what the fuss is
He knows I'm upto no good when he calls and I'm unresponsive
Hol up someone's coming oh its just my cousin
What you doing nothing close the wardrobe door
But a seed was planted looking back I see the damage
I was 5 or 6 he should've had the common sense
Leaving magazines around seeing how
In Zim it's illegal you had to know the right people
Taboo in African culture because they saw what it leads to
My uncle was my role model and the man's a player not a lover
Going through his drawer I must've found hundred rubbers
Least his protected he's not as wreck less in one way
I used to visit on weekends and tell my friends at School every monday
Every sunday My homies mother would go to church
Or when schools closed we watch as soon she'd go to work
Watching movies with the sound off cassette tape
Love at first sight, a blue movie for my first date
Press play and fixate
Bridge
Hear no, speak no, see no evil
Amen
Verse 2
Kids these days spend Friday nights on E
Kids in my day spent Friday nights on E
Emanuella, different drug same high
Ashamed and in love at the same time
With these women that I've never met
Better yet I'll never know my image of a woman shape-shifting
I was trapped in that escapism
Eyes are the window to the soul
What you do with them shows
You plant seeds with Wet dreams Insecurities grow
Cause of the size of your four-five in high school its more lies
A boys school worse where getting some is so glorified
Watch a porno then you talk about it like you did it
Tyrna fit in but it puts pressure on whoever believes it
Swapping pornos with the teaches
Lord knows I was eager still a virgin thought I was learnin
No one to call on when I needed
My family was Christian but there's nobody to listen
I heard not a word about it the church never talks about it
Whether it's ZCC, or you with God's people
There's a reason your pastor's google chrome is incognito
Brdige
Pray
Hear no, speak no, see no evil
Amen
Verse 3
At that stage my view of women's not what God intended
Meant to like her from inside But i like her from behind
They tell you it goes in time tell you as you get older
It's just a teen phase you're meant to get to over
The devil on my shoulder telling me otherwise
Its a way life you need to fit in with other guys
It's simple now pick a side
Your eyes see rational so you try to rationalize
Like Boys will be boys when It's really about your pride
You share a girl's nudes and forget you told yourself
You'd never betray her trust now you're no longer yourself
Like it's wrong to be yourself My Man go on be yourself
Sometimes the best advice is when you're talking to yourself
You should Listen to your conscience and know right from wrong
I don't want you on the same trajectory i was on
Making the same mistakes in a cycle you can't escape
Just some food for thought i get a plate and i say my grace
Amen