I used to share, I used to care
The good in me is gone, I'm bad
I used to give, I used to feel
The things you did will never heal
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Oh oh
The monster is real
Oh oh
I'll be in heaven when I'm giving you hell
Like I'm godsent
I don't know if you've been told
Life in hell is mighty cold
What goes around is coming back
You can't run away from that
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Oh oh
The monster is real
Oh oh
I'll be in heaven when I'm giving you hell
Like I'm godsent
Take a look at me now
See what I've become
I will no longer feed the machine
Can't control the monster in me, no
The way that I feel
Makes it harder to breathe
When I'm thinking about you
The monster is real
Oh oh
The monster is real
Oh oh
I'll be in heaven when I'm giving you hell
Like I'm godsent