Isolate
Hide away
Can't find safety in this old place
Everybody just keeps saying it'll be okay
But judging by the last few days it's gon be the same
No-one comes by
They just act like they're there
And yeah sometimes
Think they just act like they care
And the one time
I finally find a friend
Yeah my dumb mind
Has to ruin everything
And i'm so blind don't see
What my whole life has told me
But my own arms can't hold me
Like your arms could hold me
Healthy and safe
Just try his best
See i can't trade
What life dealt me
Stay away
Nobody here except me
But i can't say i think that will ever help me
I can't erase
The memories
Spent too long this way
To mend me
Empty
And blank
Is something i just can't be
Can't fake or
Act like nothing upsets me
It feels like i just lost myself back at 16
Screaming it won't feel like hell if you're with me
But trust me you should have seen how it looked so dumb
Trust me you should have seen how it looked so dumb
Trust me you should have seen how it looked so dumb
You're only saying you're weak when you say you're so numb
When you say you're so
(solo)