Intro: Hydroponikz
Making music that you feelin from New York to New Zealand
Verse 1: Hydroponikz
Yeah, they greet me with a "how do you do?"
My day job political news, one day I'm jaded
One day I'm like the only way I can deal is get faded
Why the rich sittin somewhere shaded in this sorted peak
This assorted creak from the back to the front of my mind
Trust me I'm not only in agony some of the time
It's always my heart on ache
Friends out here turn out to be a lesson on dodging snakes
It's bug from the Empire to the guarded state who knew I'd turn to
I used to have this rap thing to spit my concerns
To the response I get, was to support my fans sponsorships
Now it's f*cking up my conscious
Now I don't feel it like I used to
Lookin for a new tool of outlet, these news crews ain't about shit
If they pushin agendas over the dead, helplessness in my head
This the world that I'm supposed to raise kids in
Raise awareness when the first thing they see is your skin
Fairness, they wanna feel the texture of your hearings
Take your paycheck apparent, how could I afford marriage?
All we ever needed was love, f*ck a politician
And anybody making decisions, if it's not that
If your answer is to buy em back then you already lost
What you can't heal with music instead of comedy dog
Asked us to remain silent, alcoholic begone
Hardly breath for some suicide is the only release
But suicide by police, man that shit is so work
Can't believe our society bred them
Cannot create a person new to that fate, go ahead in head first
Maybe you'll fix it, maybe you don't, maybe you won't
For your next verse maybe you'll grow
Don't lose sight I love my wife, my mom, my stepdad like he my own DNA
And yet I still feel this way
Hook: Hydroponikz
Surveillance so watch your crowded neighbors
And doubt your flight attendant will tell you watch your head but my head got too high
Tryna deal with it, tryna deal with it, tryna deal with it
Man forget it
Thinkin I'll be goin back, days a simple slow relax
But nights are really cold so these days now I know that
I can deal with it, I can deal with it, I can deal with it
Verse 2: Hydroponikz
I did it before so what's so hard now it's gun to these fakers that's in this odd town
None of these bumps is at my job now calm down
Ain't no balls they just try to suppress me
Some I'm out here making the rest with my own hands and keys in my right
Smokes in my left so of course they don't stress me
A lost little rejectee that was trying to rep
Not quite the right skin and hype try to relax
It was about that, we was all supposed to come up, uh
Regardless, without graph the bars just to bounce back
Out the rat race the waited, betrayed God it's just a mouse trap
The true essence is through lessons
So what I learned then, that stress is a waste
If that's the case ain't worth the money, just to get with the fakes
And then my flow is probably the best in the place
So I put the work in, we already made it for certain
How long can I keep cursing till it's curtains? (curtains)
Hook: Hydroponikz
Surveillance so watch your crowded neighbors
And doubt your flight attendant will tell you watch your head but my head got too high
Tryna deal with it, tryna deal with it, tryna deal with it
Man forget it
Thinkin I'll be goin back, days a simple slow relax
But nights are really cold so these days now I know that
I can deal with it, I can deal with it, I can deal with it (deal with it)