Hard time is never long enough
To keep my head afloat
and my feet are stuck in the mud again
I? m getting old and my money's been spent
Tryin? hard was never good enough
I? ve got a lot to learn
and she? s walkin? right out the door again
I? m torn in two and I don? t see the end
You can always buy a new lie
When yours is finally over
Either way you'll find a new life
When yours is finally over
Don? t think I ever changed at all, my dear
And you'll see when I'm right
and here's when I'm wrong, but still
I kick myself in the face once again
Sometimes I think that I can kill the world
If just for a day
but I'd just be stuck with myself again
And I don't think I wanna be my only friend
You can always buy a new lie
When yours is finally over
Either way you'll find a new life
When yours is finally over