at cold wind surprise with open ears and eyes human frame in a door cut hole a human frame in a door cut hole is a person outside the opposing wall with the tail-lights making a silhouette of somebody coming in my room if you're a ghost then you should leave well i've died a few thousand times over so misconstrued with all my thoughts so damn confused i can barely walk every song that meant nothing to me has a brand new face like a symphony now i'm wasting my life i wish you all were dead why do i say these thing why can't i lift my head guess you're to blame 'cause you've made me weak i won't beg no more for your sympathy before civil twilight in a hole where shadows are cast my home is being painted a few shades darker by dusk pull the plug and drain me out of the pan