[Verse 1]
Waking up alone in a
In a silhouetted room
Filled with bitterness 'cause I think about it who
I'd rather be in my skin
'Cause I'm not fixed just a little worn in
I'd try to reassess my outlook
But where the f*ck do I begin?
[Chorus]
'Cause everything I ever wanted
Never fell into my hands
And everything I ever longed for
Never turned out how I planned
To be so independent
I never thought that I could end up here
A boy with nothing, honest
Just an empty shell that's filled with fear
[Verse 2]
(I never had a weight to bear)
And I've never really had the guts to stare
Or care about the panic I've seen
I'm tearing myself apart at the seams
I'd try to stitch myself back
But right now I like the way it feels
[Chorus]
'Cause everything I ever wanted
Never fell into my hands
And everything I ever longed for
Never turned out how I planned
To be so independent
I never thought that I could end up here
A boy with nothing, honest
Just an empty shell that's filled with fear
'Cause everything I ever wanted
Never fell into my hands
And everything I ever longed for
Never turned out how I planned
To be so independent
I never thought that I could end up here
A boy with nothing, honest
Just an empty shell that's filled with fear