[Verse 1]
I put my bed in a new room, underneath a wall
I see a moon, there's a view I don't recognize at all
'Cause I've messed around
I've messed around, I've messed around
Yeah, faster than a fall
And I've run around
I've run around, I've run around
Yeah, hiding from it all
[Chorus]
But behind these backyards and sunsets
I still find my old cigarettes
Behind these buildings and motels
There's things I'm still
Trying to forget
[Verse 2]
No matter where I go, left or right, left or right
Baby, back down below
Down the road, down a slide
Back when then, now and then
Imma cry, imma cry
I know I'll be alright
Be alright
[Chorus]
But behind these backyards and sunsets
I still find my old cigarettes
Behind these buildings and motels
There's things I'm still
Trying to forget
[Verse 3]
I got away, got away from you
Or was it me?
I guess that makes it two
This time I've changed
At least I think it's true
But when I'm here, I'm still stuck inside a loop
So if I cool down and meditate
Will it be cool now, and disintegrate?
'Cause I got away, got away from
But when I'm here
[Chorus]
But behind these backyards and sunsets
I still find my old cigarettes
Behind these buildings and motels
There's things I'm still
Trying to forget
[Verse 4]
No matter where I go, where I hide
Down below, in the sky
My demons showing up every night
No matter where I go, where I hide
[Chorus]
But behind these backyards and sunsets
I still find my old cigarettes
Behind these buildings and motels
There's things I'm still
Trying to forget
[Outro]
And I've been a fool
But I know I'm just trying to do my best
'Cause I'm healing, too
Get me through
Gotta get me through the test