i still remember the first time i told you everything,
and i can still remember the look on your face as you
took in my breath. i will always hold you closer than i
hold myself inside, and i will still believe that you
believe in what you know is right. but i don't want to be
the voice on the phone, the face in the pictures on your
wall. i want to see myself in your eyes as you stare into
mine. but you're just a blur now. since you have
sacrificed yourself, i've been locked inside my own
private hell. i can feel you resonate inside, i can hear
you singing sweetly, but i can't see you clearly anymore.
because you are just a blur, and i feel you from the
inside. i feel you from the inside. i don't want to be
the voice on the phone, the face in the pictures on your
wall. i want to see myself in your eyes as you stare into
mine.