I hold my breath and I count to ten
I close my eyes, I can feel you bend around me
Pierce right through like a ballpoint pen
You leave your mark underneath my skin
And I already know, your hands are getting cold
When you hold me like a trophy, you unforgotten soul
Say you have to go, this is how it goes
When it's not real, we pretend that this is what we want
So I count to ten
Everything is bottled up inside me
Tip me over like a glass on the edge
Blooming like a rose inside, I'm dying
Just waiting while I hold my breath
And I count to ten
I close my eyes and I count to nine
Didn't make it all the way to ten this time
Staring at a wall that's bare and white
The sound of silence keeps me up at night
Keeps me up at night
Keeps me up at night