i wake up and start my everyday routine
of working hard at feeling sorry for myself
and after lunch i close my eyes
and wish to God that i could change
but when i wake up im so very much myself
and im a long way from believing
that im gonna be ok
such a long way from believing
that i'll escape this feeling that i hate
its a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourseleves through over nothing
cuz if you think hard
you'll know soon it will be ok
and you'll holding onto someone
holding onto someone
i wake up and start my everyday routine
wondering what in the world im gonna do
cuz things are falling into place
but i can not appreciate them
cuz if last i fell apart then this might do
and im a long way from believing
that im gonna be ok
such a long way from believing
that i'll escape this feeling that i hate
its a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourseleves through over nothing
cuz if you think hard
you'll know soon it will be ok
and you'll holding onto someone
holding onto someone
dimly lit my porchlight
i can see your eyes
they are staring into my face
staring into my face
i should trust what i see in them
i know the time is right
but still i'll take the easy road and wait
i've got to stop being scared
music time it isnt fair
i could die tomorrow or today
control is resting on my side
but knowing just would not be right
and thats not how i wanna live my life
and its miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
cuz if you think hard
you'll know soon it will be ok
and you'll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
its a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
cuz if you think ahrd
you'll know soon it will be ok
and you'll be holding on to someone
holding on