Sinking Lyrics

[Intro: VAS LEON]
I don't know who I am
I don't know who I am

Verse 1: VAS LEON]
My stomachs churning, the world is turning but mine has stopped
My heart is burnin, Im feeling as I should fly off
I used to pray for my family, my love and my health
Now i don't pray for me nomore, I'm hating myself
Its like a guns to any head, and time is the trigger
But all I ever wanted was a ...,
I dreamed for this, at night in pillows I screamed for this
I'm seeing demons circling why is this the scene for this
Outside forces killing me, ripping me
Tricking me saying put me out of this misery
Ticking time bomb, wheres the frickin time gone
Friction up in my home ‘cause obviously the times wrong

[Chorus: VAS LEON]
The worst thing for a man, is weakness
Its not showing it but literally deepness
Sinking to a place you're no longer in control
Vulnerable, everyone is giving you a different role, being
Forced into things you don't want to do knowing what you
Want but can't get whats in front of you, knowing what you
Want but it's best to smoke a blunt or two, knowing what you
Want but feel too many forces stopping you, improisonment

[Verse 2: VAS LEON]
One day I thought I was gonna end it
Wrote a little letter but was too afraid to send it Already a disappointment, so why not end it?
My .... maybe it's just pending
All this torment feels like it's never ending
Staying in my dark room ‘cause Im in need of mending
Everything do I and feel I feel like it's the wrong way
Driving into oncoming traffic on a runway
That's like suicide
Who am I?
I wish that I could do this life and do it right, my
Stupid cries feel foolish like I should use these tears and scoobadive and
Sink into the ocean for clues to find for a new goodbye
I want to travel but I also want a better day
Sit down say Im sorry ask her out the proper way
Me her and ... to move away, fly away
Its hard when you can't feel to reach and pills feel like the brighter way
To start again

[Chorus: VAS LEON]
The worst thing for a man, is weakness
Its not showing it but literally deepness
Sinking to a place you're no longer in control
Vulnerable, everyone is giving you a different role, being
Forced into things you don't want to do knowing what you
Want but can't get whats in front of you, knowing what you
Want but it's best to smoke a blunt or two, knowing what you
Want but feel too many forces stopping you, improisonment
[Outro: VAS LEON]
I don't want to be a fool, in this life for you

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