Medicate Lyrics

Is it evident? The way I always compromise my health
I've been so near to thinking clear, I don't care for no one else
I'm on top of it and I can always medicate myself
I won't stop until I get caught, so I guess that this cements it

My eyes feel brighter when I'm inside, your smile keeps sobering up
I've been told I'm comatose and life is what you make it

Vacant inside. Tear my heart apart and stitch up my eyes
I'm my own worst enemy sometimes but I'll be fine if I sit and pass the time
So sick of feeling dumb and being blind
And I'm losing my mind

And it never ends.. I've been a burden now for far too long..
15 years of thinking clear and brain dead at 21
But I'll never quit. I know I always seem to bite my tongue All we do is talk it through but I never meant to vent it

My eyes feel brighter when I'm inside and your smile keeps sobering up
And I've been told I'm comatose and life is what you make it

Vacant inside. Tear my heart apart and stitch up my eyes
I'm my own worst enemy sometimes but I'll be fine if I sit and pass the time
So sick of feeling dumb and being blind
If I'm losing my mind I might as well try

To have a long term better plan
And know that I can make my own decisions even if I can't
It's been years since I've been thinking straight, pick me up and motivate
She said "It's been a long time coming but you've f*cked it up again"

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