under stars. i watch the sky. as night consumes the
daylight. and i recall the sweetest dreams. but red wine
helps them fade. here's to another glass. i need it to
displace. the emptiness i cannot swallow. i tried to
cleanse these guilty hands. but the stains they won't
leave. i tried to rush to your defense. but i tripped on
my weak words. don't terrorize. my senseless whines will
fade. my eyes complain. my mouth stays shut. i leave you
in your bed. i pulled your teeth. to hear the truth. the
truth is it still kills me to this day. but don't
terrorize. my senseless whines will fade. into another
glass. it's too soon for today. today i feel about okay.
i wait for these nights to come to an end. so i can feel
at home. i tried to rush to your defense. but these
guilty hands they shake. don't terrorize. my senseless
whines will fade. if i could split my heart in two. i'd
give the beating half to you. if these words never rise
above us. i swear i'd slit my wrists for you. if life
becomes so cold and dim. that to breathe is to live. then
i'll breathe for you. but i won't repent. i won't repent
for what i did to make this break. here's to another
glass. i need it to replace the emptiness. i cannot take
away