My Heart Won't STFU Lyrics

DØVES, DØVES, DØVES

I said I wasn't goin' away, but then I came here
So clear is the reason that I belong here
I hold back 'cause everything is in peace now
I'm at ease when everything's in it's place here
Instead of bein' a part of the conversation
Who is that makin' sounds at the gate at my house?
When I'm here and I'm only here for a weekend
Do you see the dichotomy in my days yet?
You go and don't let me in
Stay awake, so I hear you call, all this is wrapped in guilt
'Cause my eye is a vessel, I keep it open
But what I see got me thinkin' I am a bad man
And if you wait for a second I'll be gone I'm alone and not alone in my bed
I've got a girl that only pushes away

When you speak everything you say is a secret
And I'm deprived of sympathy, so I languish
You captivate with your soul and your body language
You move time when you speak in another language
Do what you want, I'm never here to prevent you
Still I scream and people come to surround you
I train on the heavy bags
And I'm talkin' to Lil Peep, all this is wrapped in guilt

My heart won't shut the f*ck up from wantin' her so bad
I hold back, I'm too afraid just to talk to her
I just leave her alone, and stare at my phone

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