I Go Through So Much Lyrics

[Hook]
I go through so much, so I try to stay f*cked up
Because, when I'm sober I can't maintain
Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is
stress
So I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary Jane

[Z-Ro]
Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a
bull fighter
So when I sing my praises to God, one verse is like a
full choir
My every thought is pain, strain is stressing me to
death
Everyday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for
death
I think I'm ready, because this world ain't no friend
of mine
Only thing I qualify fo', is murder and Penitentiary
time
Y'all should of shot me in the jimmy, instead
But I guess they was feeling eachother, and get head in
the bed
Here I am, first born torn between heaven and hell
I tell my people say no to dope, but I let it sell
Need to practice my preaching, calling the kettle black
I know I'm a Pac before or not, I gotta peddle crack
Ain't nobody got my back except the laws, when they on
it
So I be going for broke, demolishing my opponents
Leaving no traces, just blood on faces believe that
HK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even wan' be back

[Hook]

[Z-Ro]
I can't focus I'm losing my mind, real fast
Dreaming and fiending for the day, I can make some real
cash
Dropping album after album, platinum song after song
But it's like I ain't did nothing, cause the lights
ain't on
How can I win, it's like everything I do is a
motherf*cking sin
It got a nigga fiending, to see my end
All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm spending cash

But when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels
spinning fast
Lonely, daily dodging the devil but he on me
Telling my people f*ck him, cause he be working through
my homies
Burning bridges, and I don't give a f*ck
Remember y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a
buck
It's all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to
jump over my residence
And my fear, gon be something I dump over
And it might not be much, but it's all I got
So when I paint it, promethazyne is all I pop

[Hook]

[Z-Ro]
I trust nobody even best friends, be digging your grave
Niggaz go on lock, when they come out wifey giving them
AIDS
I don't give a f*ck what anybody think, about me
When I was breaking my back for em, they didn't think
about me
Got hot at a nigga, but they know that I'm raw
Too nervous to face a madman, so they go and shoot up
my car
I got too many niggaz, trying to take me off of my game
And every woman I be feeling, be f*cking with my brain
Now that I'm gone, I love you mean I'm leaving you soon
Plus I don't feel the way I did, at first I need me
some room
Too familiar with heart ache and pain, it don't hurt no
mo'
Just homesick, I don't wanna be on this earth no mo'
Flirt with my chrome 4-4, cause she believe what I say
She ain't gon ask me no questions, she just gon leave
em to lay
And leaving no traces, just blood on faces she down
with it
Stay rolling around with me, when I'm down she down
with me

[Hook - 2x

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