I'm f*cking miserable
But I hope I don't feel joy again
I need to make new memories feel sour
Doesn't mean it makes me happy
Just to have it taken away again
I truly wish you hadn't killed me
Before you left
Because I'm replaying my life
And now begging for death
I'm begging for death
I'm begging for death
[?] fall from heaven
I'm begging for death