January Lyrics

I think its been a long time
Since i could say i've seen clear skies
I lost time
I lost mind
I think its been a long time
Since i could honestly say i'm fine
That im fine
I lost mind

All my friends and family
They are so temporary
They enter and exit as they please
This discomforts me
The space between where snow and clouds meet You skin tone is lost in memory

But i'm finding grounding still
I can't find my stability here

I thought i could measure the distance and now i can't even feel
I thought i could measure the time and now i can't even heal
Please don't touch me i'm trying to center
I'm trying my best not to waver perceptions

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