I think I′ve forgotten the sound of your voice
Your eyes are a blur but I still hear the noise
Of my crying all night on the kitchen floor
Cuz you didn't want me anymore
I stayed like an addict
Through every conflict
You pulled away from me
Put all the blame on me
But I was an addict
I caved like an addict
You flipped the whole script
You threatened to break up
But I wouldn′t hang up
Cuz I was an addict
For you
For you
For you
I was sweating, shaking, I stayed out of sight
Now we're ten months over, and I won the fight
I beat every instinct to pick up the phone
And ask if you're happier alone
I stayed like an addict
Through every conflict
You pulled away from me
Put all the blame on me
But I was an addict
I caved like an addict
You flipped the whole script
You threatened to break up
But I wouldn′t hang up
Cuz I was an addict
Now you′re fading from my mind
But I still hear your spineless lies
Really thought that I would die
When you left me behind
I begged for one last try
Your lips convinced me every time
You thought that I was blind
I saw it all and I
Came back like an addict
Through every conflict
You pulled away from me
Put all the blame on me
But I was an addict
I prayed like an addict
You flipped the whole damn script
But I know the truth is
I just made excuses
And I know I'd do it
Again after I quit
Cuz I can admit it
Now I′m a recovering addict
I think I've forgotten the sound of your voice
Your eyes are a blur but I still hear the noise