Desertscape Lyrics

I’m not learning to speak, it’s how I trap my mind
I’m leaving thought in my head, I don’t say I just tell

I can’t learn what I don’t see that’s why I’m trapped
I can’t see what I don’t know so I’ll just make believe
A world in my sights, I’m not chasing a dream,
I’m stuck in my world and I love what I’ve seen
Denying the future is denying the past
That’s why I’m denying myself and I’m last

Stolen lies with no proof and I hide; die by my word
Just a shot gun of hope I hold straight to my head, full of clay
Stolen lies with no proof and I hide; die by my word
Just a shot gun of hope I hold straight to my head, full of clay

There’s a stranger in my mind and he tells me what to do
He’s cold and negative; he lives my life for me

I’m not learning to speak, it’s how I trap my mind I'm leaving thought in my head, I don’t say I just tell
Nurture spirit and nothing short of
A lonely childhood is never heard of
Left to rot inside your head
The resting place you’ve raised alone

There’s a stranger in my mind and he tells me what to do
I hate the voice, he’s very real because I know he’s me
He'll always pretend to think free
I’m not alone I’m drowning

Everyone’s the same because I haven’t changed
Speech it holds my sanity as I trudge
Into the shadows of my mind

In the silhouette of guilt I find I rest
My ears hear no words they’re only told they do

My eyes see no truth they’re only told they do
My ears hear no words they’re only told they do

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