I’m not from this place
All I taste is my face
In my mouth from my fears
All these years are just tears
You forgot in a week
When you saw a world that you wished
You never looked so you needn't mind
I’m left without you
Good f*cking riddance
I am sweaty and I am shaking
All that we built you’re forsaking
Heart shrouded in poison
You wanted me for free
With nothing no apology
Full of greed to succeed
I’m happy that you’re f*cked up
More than dead you’re still alive
More then over you haunt my life
You have no idea what you’ve done to me
I’ll never treat a heart the same
You left me crying in your bedroom
You couldn’t wait the end was so soon
So I sit and I stare
Like a train you’re not there
I try and you make
It’s my fault I'm naïve
All your friends were fake, they lie
And it was, time to part
I will never get the feeling back
I could have helped you
Being certain and not knowing
I am here and it is showing
Moving on is going back
Starving mind appearing crack
I can’t leave my world was us
I f*cking hate how you know every little thing about me
Even the things that I don’t even know
I f*cking hate that you were the one, and the one that told me so
I f*cking hate, I don’t even know
I f*cking hate you now, there’s nothing left of we
You’re all but dead to me, I don’t f*cking need to hold you close
In all but wasted time in both our wasted minds
What was born was love and it brought floods of hate