[Intro]
Oooooh
Zack Feezy
Oooooh, oooooh
Long live FlyBoy, n****
Oooooh
[Chorus]
Lately, I been thinking
Dealing with these demons
Got two sons that need me
My main n**** say he gon' leave me
My pain ride these demons
And it ain't no secret
Out of my mind, I'm geekin'
Double cup got me lit
The drugs got control of me
My parents got a hold on me
Pray the lord my soul to keep
Feel like I'm on hold
The devil want my soul
Please let me go
[Verse 1]
Yeah, feeling like I'm trapped
My time runnin' out
Trying to find a way out
Shit, I can't pop
I got too sons
Gotta show 'em what mama 'bout
N****, watch your mouth
Cause these n****s playing foul
Bitches beefing over clout
Plus, it's been a drought
Don't go out, bounce
Yeah, this shit as real as it sounds
Told my mama say a prayer for me
Mama still scared for me
She was always there for me
Laying in my bed, lonely
f*cking n****s that don't care for me
Anything to get the time rolling
Overdosing off of my emotions
And I'm losing my focus
Casually smoking
Crosses they throwin'
Having nightmares imma die in the morning, when this shit gon' be over?
Lost a couple n****s and it left me torn
Swear to god, sometimes wish I never was born
And the pain run deep and it keep on flowing
But the pain be at ease every time I'm pouring
So, imma stay high
As the day goes by
Look me in my eyes, 'cause they ain't gon' lie
Belong to the pain so I really can't cry
May not win the game but I'm still gon' try
[Chorus]
Lately, I been thinking
Dealing with these demons
Got two sons that need me
My main n**** say he gon' leave me
My pain ride these demons
And it ain't no secret
Out of my mind, I'm geekin'
Double cup got me lit
The drugs got control of me
My parents got a hold on me
Pray the lord my soul to keep
Feel like I'm on hold
The devil want my soul
Please let me go
[Verse 2]
I keep hearing all these voices
Every time I'm making choices
Having dreams of Rolls Royces
All the chips, all the tokens
Told the devil I ain't going
Told my n****s I ain't folding
All this pain, it got my heart cold, ice cold
I can admit
I'm still on the shit, I'm still in the mix
I can't forget
Stuck in the rain, I'm still in the mist
And I feel this shit a part of me
And I can't get it off me
Hear the devil when he talk to me
Ask god when he walk with me
But I'm listening when he calling me
That's just how it be
And I know it ain't right
I done did things that I know he ain't like
You took Coo life, you ain't take my life
You took Zee life, you ain't take my life
And if I ever see them n****s, imma take they life
That'll be the day that I earn my stripes
Know you heard the saying, it's an eye for an eye
Last time we said goodbye, didn't know it was for life
[Chorus]
Lately, I been thinking
Dealing with these demons
Got two sons that need me
My main n**** say he gon' leave me
My pain ride these demons
And it ain't no secret
Out of my mind, I'm geekin'
Double cup got me lit
The drugs got control of me
My parents got a hold on me
Pray the lord my soul to keep
Feel like I'm on hold
The devil want my soul
Please let me go