I've been waitin' for years
For a moment that has long gone by
I bring myself to tears
Trying to be the apple that fell from your eye
I know how it appears
But lately I've been thinking and I'm wondering why
I give in to the fear
I give in to the fear
And I'm not turning back
And I'm not turning my back
I can't help but turn my back
On myself
I've been waitin' for years
For a moment that has long gone by
I bring myself to tears
Trying to be the apple that fell from your eye
I know how it appears
But lately I've been thinking and I'm wondering why
I give in to the fear
I give in to the fear
And I'm not turning back
And I'm not turning my back
I can't help but turn my back
On myself
And I'm not turning back
And I'm not turning my back
I can't help but turn my back
On myself