And nothing stirs me not this summer
Nothing's bringing colour to my cheeks, mama
So far from lying in the alley
Amputated from my personality, daddy
And all my influences in someone else's bag
One and the same just me again
That's all I ever had
And all the ones who died while trying
Should I follow their lead and be done, daddy?
Anne and Elliott and Sylvia
Do the work and then it kills you, right mama?
Amongst us all there's three or four
That make it feel alright
And I want it all what's mine and yours
Please hold me close tonight
And f*ck it all so far from over
I got time, I can still show you, right mama?
And ignore the voice deep down inside me
Telling me the world won't find me, like you daddy
And you are big and strong that's how I like
And how she described it, it's how it's lived, it's what it's like
And roll my body in your hands tonight
And please, just do it right
Pick a magic and I'll do it
Pick a magic help me through it
If it's tragic I'll still do it
Pick a magic and I'll do it