sometimes we fight
sometimes i cry
why dont i just tell him goodbye
sometimes i should
but sometimes i dont build up the strength to say that its wrong
sometimes i hate
sometimes i love
sometimes i hurt
sometimes i dont
sometimes i wait for him to change
but its ok, ill disguise the pain
and i dont ever want to leave him alone
they say im brainwashed but im in love with this man
yeah, keep telling myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare
so when will i wake up and scream
no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
sometimes i keep it cool
sometimes i let him know
sometimes i even pack my bags to walk out the door
sometimes i feel safe
sometimes i really dont
sometimes i promise im ready to let him go
but i dont ever want to leave him alone
they say im brainwashed but im in love with this man
ooh, keep telling myself that its not worth it
i already know that i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting,
this is my perfect nightmare, so when will i wake up
and scream no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
open these shades
but im scared hes back
cant see a way to leave
help me open my eyes
keep telling myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
keep telling myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare,
so when will i wake up and scream
no way, no way, no way, no way,
no way, no way, no way,
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
It was my fan characters feelings about her loved, she doesnt love, but she DID, and she didn't believe it, so she called it her perfect nightmare, a nightmare that is beautiful, like a beautiful perfect nightmare