[Verse 1]
There's nothing I could change
And I realize there was nothing I could say
People that I lost that I know I couldn't save
Life and death is a sad tragedy
The depravity of where they ended up
And the shit wasn't they fault
But that's a different story
And it make me so emotionally drained
I don't wanna look but this shit right in front my face
But i would go witcha
I'm not indifferent, I was just tryna be forward witcha
I was thinking about getting out this cold witcha
In the rain it never feeling like it pours witcha
It's a little bit harder but there's hope witcha
And I wish all thе best to all of those
That I love
And I wish a slow dеath to all my foes
I know that I always go ghost
And I know I'm complicated
But for you I care the most
[Bridge]
There's some good and some bad
But I won't pay no mind to what they said
It's a struggle but I'd never trade
Ride out crazy in my lane
You could go
Or you could stay
But don't be surprised when it cave
In the air there's something thin
There's something strange
I get colder with every day I age
(Age)
[Verse 2]
Welcome to the gutter
What you get is what you got
And I don't care if I'm a goner
I'm much better as a loner
Leave me as a martyr
I'm a lamb to the slaughter
I don't need no fancy coffin
Let the maggots eat my carcass
But I still don't wanna trade
Anti-commerce yeah
But life is just a never-ending sentence chasing commas
Know right now you feel safe
And supported, yeah
But are you gonna feel the same
When it's harder
Suburbia's a sham
It's all just fake and moronic
If you walk a couple blocks
You'll see the broken and impoverished
I've been dodging full shark tanks and piranhas
And I know I shouldn't be up inside this bitch
But I'm still here because I like it
I don't question it, just do this shit
Because I like it
Ain't nobody missing, it's just crippling and stifling
Ain't a positive message you get when you decipher it
When the sun down, a pretty picture turns violent
And it only tightens up the grip though when you fight it
It ain't nothing like what you expect though
When you find it
In a dark town where the innocence is dying
There ain't no sound but you can listen to the silence