I sit in intensity
Shaking fidgeting nervously
The feelings so hard to beat too much to stand
Patience is too hard to keep
If you need me just call for me
Ill be there always and constantly
I move through trauma and grief
Like i'm anxiously counting sheep
Waiting to fall asleep
Honestly
Writing is just emptying
Thoughts just tempting and menacing
Seen you in everything
Bury me
In a frost
Winter calls
For bitter hearts
And cold ears i
Shiver off
Let it go
Been alone
The whole year i
Can't seem
To get along
A little odd
And a whole lotta weird
Ghosts in the mirror
Seem a little closer from here
Ay
Hold me
Tighter and tighter
Till i can't breath one breath at all
See
I tuck the time in while
Lying here trying all my best to just
Rest it off
Ill be
Sleeping
Dreaming
Until
My dreams
Just wake me up
Aren't we
Fighting
Hurting
Running
Everything but just making up
If hate shapes your head
Might not be so impressed
When you look back at what you've become
Hug me till my chest falls off
Squeeze me till my neck pops
Then set off just go when your done