Alive Lyrics

[Intro]
'Cause I can't see your faults, but you can see mine
Obsession with the past, wanna' rewind
You say it takes time and that we'll be fine

[Verse 1]
At a crossroad now 'cause I'm proud of myself
But I'm lost though, down, 'cause I'm doubting myself
And I really hate how I've separated myself
From anything and everything, so I'm debating some help
In a whirlwind caught in the middle of the storm
I try to pick a rose and get pricked by a thorn
Satan's in the shadows, raising up his horns
With a contract to sign, and I'm feeling so torn
And my head space is shrouded, everything clouded
My brain ain't the same since the day that I found it
My name has became something I can't explain
But to wrestle this pain is a part of the game
It's sadistic and twisted, it takes all momentum
And kills it, and fills you with different intentions
I'm done with this shit, I'm pullin' the pin
And I'm closing the chapter fore story's begin

[Chorus]
'Cause I can't see your faults
But you can see mine
Obsession with the past
Wanna' rewind
You say it takes time
And that we'll be fine
And I don't think you're right but
We'll make it out alive

Said we'll make it out alive
And if we don't we tried but
We'll make it through the night
Said we'll make it out alive
Tryna' make it out alive

[Verse 2]
Been stuck in a hole, I was digging it up
I gave you my soul and you lifted it up
But no matter what, it's never enough
Falls back to the soil all severed and crushed
Feelings consume me, my life been a movie
Began in October, with packing and moving
Life passing me truly, waiting on the past
Hating on the fact that it changed so fast
Now I'm going through tracks, reminisce and looking back Was it ever really different than the place that I'm at?
Throw 'em in the trash, final and the scraps
No matter which one, to me, everything is bad
But I'm done being sad, I'm feeling so drained
I wish I could say I was numb to the pain
But I know that I'm not, I knew from the start
I fall and I fall and I'm falling apart

[Chorus]
'Cause I can't see your faults
But you can see mine
Obsession with the past
Wanna' rewind
You say it takes time
And that we'll be fine
And I don't think you're right but
We'll make it out alive

Said we'll make it out alive
And if we don't we tried but
We'll make it through the night
Said we'll make it out alive
Tryna' make it out alive

[Bridge]
Make it out alive
We can make it through the night

f*ckin' hurts when you're first dealin' with it
(Make it out alive)
Nothin' worse everything feels different
Mind racing, everything is changing
(We can make it out alive)
Mind vacant, no help to face it
And I'm hating, places that I'm in
(Tryna' make it through the night)
Put myself in and they prey on me again
(Make it out alive, we can make it out alive)
Always f*ckin' hurts and I just wanna see the end
Now its only gettin' worse fore the betterment begins

[Chorus]
'Cause I can't see your faults
But you can see mine
Obsession with the past
Wanna' rewind
You say it takes time
And that we'll be fine
And I don't think you're right but
We'll make it out alive

Said we'll make it out alive
And if we don't we tried but
We'll make it through the night
Said we'll make it out alive
Tryna' make it out alive

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